my journey

I am so relived to have found this website where i can keep note of how i am feeling without having to write it down which would cause me to worry about someone finding it lying around and reading what i had wrote. Even though my rape happend 4 years ago there are still very few people who know about it and thats just the way i want it, i am carefull about who i tell due to the fact that my bestfreind who i had known all my life told me "he wouldnt do that he is freinds with my brother i know he would never do anything like that" but the reality is he did.