my hopes for the future
hi i haven't wrote anything in my journal lately i decided my journal is be kind to myself and take a minute each day look in the mirror and know that i;m a beautiful person even if hepititis c is in my blood but it cannot or will not take my soul i beleave in the future and know that dreams and wishes do come true .i will not give up hope each day i need a hug it always makes me smile and keeps my highest hopes alive .i went through 32 weeks of treatment which was very harsh .i stayed very sick the whole time on treatment and did not respond . i have recently went to new liver doctor i was told there isn;t any treatment i would be able to take my immunities are not strong enough. i even asked about the new treatment coming out next year for non responders but the doctor said i wouldn;t be able to take that either it is tooken along with interferon. they said my liver isn;t damaged enough yet for a transplant which was good news but iwas told even if i got a new liver the hepititis c would just start damaging it also because i still have the hepitis c virus and someday in the future they see a cure for hepititis c but not anytime soon i really don;t know how to take this news. this hepititis c has made me the root of who i am and must be i should help encourage others to find strength to endure the battle with this disease and courage to follow dreams and if i can;t make them feel betteri can offer kindness we are all united +in this battle together we cannot hold back life is to short. though it takes years for a cure we should all pray for that day it;s all just a test of time in this trail of life we should put all our trust in god he is our true friend for life.