My heart's desire

I had two miscarriages and often feel discouraged and wonder will I ever have a full term pregnancy? Is it meant to be? Is it God’s will? It is still a strong desire of my heart, and I don’t believe God will give me such a desire if it wasn’t meant to be. I do have a sense of hope because I can conceive. The Bible says: For as he thinketh in his heart, so is he Proverbs 23:7. God's word also say that he give's us ALL the desires of our hearts, just ask (Matthew 7:7) All I can think about is being a mother, having my own family, what my baby would look like, smell like, how there smile would warm my heart, milestones, and my mother having grandchildren. I often wondered before if women had biological time clocks. Well now that I am approaching 30, from experience I can say it’s completely true! I’m trying not to be anxious for anything, but be patient and trust that God’s timing and will is perfect.