MY HEART HURTS

im sick and tired of pouring my heart out for somebody that don't give a fuck about me. I would do anything for you. I would put my life on the line and die for u. anything. but u don't care. my tears mean nothing. my words mean nothing. my love for u means nothing. u just run. run from ur feelings. that's all u do everytime is run. well keep fucking running. u cant run from ur feelings. that's in ur heart, ur heart is inside of ur body, don't u get that? so instead u just keep hurting me. just keep putting me to the side like I don't matter. and then come back when u please. that's not love. that's not how u love someone. that hurts, ur fucking hurting me.
why do I keep crying for u? crying for a soul that dosent know how to be loved? u don't wanna accept my love? u don't know what love is. do u even have a heart? I pray for. I pray that u find God. I tried to show u what love is, but u shut me down. so this will be the part where my pain turns into anger. God willing..I don't snap. I don't wanna snap. I don't wanna see that side of me anymore. I wanna love and be happy