my havent been on here in like forever post
hi all!!
havent written for ages.
my life has been a pile of shit!
lets see, went manic and lost two jobs and an apt. HOw does this happen, you ask? well i took on too much. i was juggling a state job where i took care of homeless babies and my job at cracker barrel had decided to move from dads house and into my own apt.
whammo!!!!!!!!!!!!!! it hit! a major episode. well, i went to work one morning and wierded out. i mean i didnt really know where i was or who i was but all of a sudden i couldnt deal and drove off the lot. i left the kids. there was a teacher though on the lawn so i didnt leave them alone. and then i drove to dads house not really sure how i got there and he was FURIOUS with me. he called me a dumb asshole and called the cops when i wouldnt leave. so this ended with me in the hosp and my job being given to someone else. (theyput me onleave but i didnt get out in time and i lost my job)
Then to ice the cake and make things 20 times worse i put my self back in the hosp after feeling really depressed about leaving my job. i ended up feeling too comfortable there. the idea was for me to move into a residential facility that would have ppl like me (with bp) and staff to help. well i FORGOT i had an apt can you imagine this? then, i haphazardly forgot to call cracker barrel over thanks giving. as a result i had three no calls no shows and bam! i lost that job too!
so life not so good at the moment. i did get into residential but its shit. my roomate is 32 year old sue who is anorexic and there for pure anti social she has a friend who is gay and comes over every day to cause problems.
i am eagerly trying to find work so that i can move. i have a 1800 debt on my record now because i broke the lease to my apt so wont be easy to land another. i need to give up my pontiac vibe so that i can save money. in fact my social worker and case manager want me to declare bank rupcy. i dont have that much debt.
so here i sit. descisions. what do i do? my life is shit! i went from being in shock to being ready to deal . it took some time but im ready to get it all back.
one day at a time..
so, how are ya'all
i hope better than me.
havent written for ages.
my life has been a pile of shit!
lets see, went manic and lost two jobs and an apt. HOw does this happen, you ask? well i took on too much. i was juggling a state job where i took care of homeless babies and my job at cracker barrel had decided to move from dads house and into my own apt.
whammo!!!!!!!!!!!!!! it hit! a major episode. well, i went to work one morning and wierded out. i mean i didnt really know where i was or who i was but all of a sudden i couldnt deal and drove off the lot. i left the kids. there was a teacher though on the lawn so i didnt leave them alone. and then i drove to dads house not really sure how i got there and he was FURIOUS with me. he called me a dumb asshole and called the cops when i wouldnt leave. so this ended with me in the hosp and my job being given to someone else. (theyput me onleave but i didnt get out in time and i lost my job)
Then to ice the cake and make things 20 times worse i put my self back in the hosp after feeling really depressed about leaving my job. i ended up feeling too comfortable there. the idea was for me to move into a residential facility that would have ppl like me (with bp) and staff to help. well i FORGOT i had an apt can you imagine this? then, i haphazardly forgot to call cracker barrel over thanks giving. as a result i had three no calls no shows and bam! i lost that job too!
so life not so good at the moment. i did get into residential but its shit. my roomate is 32 year old sue who is anorexic and there for pure anti social she has a friend who is gay and comes over every day to cause problems.
i am eagerly trying to find work so that i can move. i have a 1800 debt on my record now because i broke the lease to my apt so wont be easy to land another. i need to give up my pontiac vibe so that i can save money. in fact my social worker and case manager want me to declare bank rupcy. i dont have that much debt.
so here i sit. descisions. what do i do? my life is shit! i went from being in shock to being ready to deal . it took some time but im ready to get it all back.
one day at a time..
so, how are ya'all
i hope better than me.
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I am so sorry