My Fucking Appointment!!
Hey guys!! This is a rant. Sorry, but it just has to be. I hope you are all doing okay, but I am pissed. That stupid bitch that I saw today didn't write me anything at all for pain. The only thing she ordered was hydrotherapy. Makes me hate the guts of my former pain doctor that quit writing my meds because of the bipolar. I wish now that I had never told him about it. Me and my stupid ass mouth!!!!! I was in a "righteous" period then though. I had to be perfectly righteous about everything in my life no matter what. Fucking idiot!! I just don't know what I am going to do now for pain. The only pain meds I have been having was/is only the few that we rake up and scrape up money to buy from a friend and she can't get rid of too many because her hubby needs them. Plus a very few that Jim has been getting when he gets a tooth pulled once a month. Have to take one and a half of those to get an hours or two worth of any kind of relief. Then for about 2-1/2-3 weeks outta the month, I have to hurt. Then I have to share with Jim what I do get and don't even know that he hurts half the time.........he just likes the hype of them. I feel so distraught. I am so tired of hurting. Anywho, I am sorry for this negative post, but I thank you guys for your love and support.
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Oh zany....I am so sorry Love. I hope things get better. *hugs tight* xx
Thanks, Angela. xox
Chelle, so sorry to hear this. I sure am thinkin\' aboutcha\'. Hugs. xo
Did the doctor tell you why he/she wouldn\'t prescribe anything? The only time that happened to me was when previous doctors flagged my file and said I might be an abuser. Finally, my gp told me what she saw in previous files and did research on her own to be sure I wasn\'t abusing. She checked with several doctors, pharmacies and dentists to make sure I wasn\'t working the system. Then, she started prescribing for me. I wonder if someone has screwed you and you don\'t know about it.
I know there are some muscle relaxants you can buy online...like Flexeril and Soma. Those help me somewhat, depending on what\'s wrong. I don\'t know what you\'re gonna do about narcotics. Can\'t you try yet again? I know that\'s annoying, though. So sorry.
I am with you. Sorry so much for the pain. I have loads of pain killers, but they give me migraines. So I am very creative and pro-active about finding other ways to stop it. There is nothing worse than pain. I\'m praying for you, and hope you find something to help.
I am so sorry to hear what you are going through sweetie.. can you ask your doc to see a pain specialist or someone that can properly assess and treat you.. this isnt reasonable.. a pdoc wont order pain meds.. but he could surely talk to your doc and let him/her know that it is okay for you to be on an analgesic.. this is crazy.. I feel for you sweetie.. I hope something can soon be done to help you.. chronic pain is not okay.. love you girl..xx
wow thats terrible.. but i wouldnt stop here.. i would go see someone else.. talk with another doctor and find out whats going on.. if you were a drug seeker you wouldnt be persitant.. what kind of doctor did you see???i am bp and i am on strong pain meds.... if she is the one you have to see again then i would do the hydrotherapy and then go back and tell her it didnt work.. now what... this is just bulllshit. i am sorry i jhust had to vent ..people who need meds cant get then. bullshit... i would talk to my pdoc also... good luck sweetie.. hugs .marie