My first visits from Colleen!

The past 2 nights Colleen visited me in my dreams, for the first time!! She is a lovely little girl, healthy and normal, and she was happily running around, laughing and playing! Last night she walked up to me, holding a teddy in her arms, and she told me that she got permission to come and visit me. I was overwhelmed for a moment, and then I hugged her very tightly, and I told her that I love her very, very much! And then I woke up.

I felt so good and so excited that I had the opportunity to hug my Colleen and talk to her one more time!! I still feel sad and depressed, and I am still crying inside, but now I know that my Colleen is perfect and happy! She is o.k, and I'm looking foreward to her next visit!

I love you, my beautiful Colleen! xxx