MY FIRST MAJOR STEP

I have decided to make significant changes in my life.  I am lonely now and I did this to myself.  I refused to accept the death of my husband.  It has been a very long time since he died and I tried to go on with my life as he told me prior to his death, but I really couldn't.  I did not have the support I needed to do this and refused to get help when offered.  I dated a couple of guys about a year or so after and I really was not ready for that.  The last guy I dated was awful!!!!!!  So awful that I stopped dating all together for years now.  I am very lonely now and poor as well.  I want to change my financial situation and social situation.  This is the first step.  Also, I have been doing things I could not do before.  I am deep in prayer and love it!!!!  This was hard to do, but here I am!