My First Entry

For a while now I thought things were getting better for me, but it doesn't seem like that anymore. Countless times I have found a help website and almost joined, but this is the first time I actually did. I'm hoping this can help me since I don't really know where to go or who to talk to about my dads death, feeling alone, feeling sad all the time, or about why I just never want to leave the house sometimes. I always feel like I bother other people with my problems which is why I don't really talk about stuff.  I know that other people have it worse than me and I know my problems are my own to deal with, but I just really want someone to listen, to tell me what to do.