My fear of the # 7

i have a fear of 7 and here's why: 

1. My mom died in 2007

2. My mom died when I was 7

3. My dog we had since I was born died in 2007

4. My father got a girlfriend and her and her kids were very abusive to me it was horrible. This happened in 2007

5. My dad gave me up in 2007 

6. I went into an abusive foster home in 2007.

basically 2007 was the worst year of my life and I am only 16 and I know nothing will beat 2007