My favorite brother

I had 3 brothers - at age 35 my youngest brother killed himself. 9 months later, my father died.
Now my second youngest brother is dying. He is only 53, and he is suffering multiple organ damage because of the Graves disease and has been in the ICU for almost a month, now.
They do give him hope, but it is not looking good. They transferred him to Boston, which is an hour away, and visiting him is problematic. 
I don't want him to die. He should have another 30 or so years in him, and I want him to have it. 
Things haven't been really good for him for years now, but I am not ready for him to not be here yet. I'm pretty sure that he's not ready, either.
Should he recover enough to come home, I'm going to make sure that his life is better than it has been. 

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belistiwa
belistiwa

Well, my brother came home, for a week, before he died. A year later, my mother died, as well. I can\'t describe the grief I feel