My family doesn't care

I told my mom what happened on the van, and she flat out said I don't care. I mean when something bad happens to me, they just don't give a fig anymore. All I want to do is be well and do well and find cutters annonamous. So far I've got the ruoles and the steps in getting well. The urges are always there, sometimes they fade away but i look at my clear skin and am so proud. So I want to keep going the first step to stop.The second step to controll.