My fault
Today started out fine, I thought, but now my husband is planning to leave for at least a week and stay at his mom's house. It is all over the fact that I asked him to do something this month that I usually do, and he forgot to do it last night and so had to do it this morning. It almost cost us extra money, but ended up not costing.
I don't understand how everything that goes wrong somehow ends up my fault! I am working to bring money into the house, allowing extra people to live with us and trying to manage my marriage while doing other activities. It is not easy! Last night I spent 10 minutes just crying and he didn't even notice. What can I do in order to make things better? How do we balance out the responsibilities and benefits in our relationship? I feel so alone and wish I had my mom to talk to but unfortunately she is gone! Today I just feel like sometimes there is no point in going on with life! It just sucks!!!
I don't understand how everything that goes wrong somehow ends up my fault! I am working to bring money into the house, allowing extra people to live with us and trying to manage my marriage while doing other activities. It is not easy! Last night I spent 10 minutes just crying and he didn't even notice. What can I do in order to make things better? How do we balance out the responsibilities and benefits in our relationship? I feel so alone and wish I had my mom to talk to but unfortunately she is gone! Today I just feel like sometimes there is no point in going on with life! It just sucks!!!
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