My Dreams were Dashed Today

I have been planning a motorcycle trip for over a month now.  I left early this morning as this dream became a reality.  I had made all the preparations, spent $1200.00 on Motorcycles repairs, accessories, etc. so I could make this trip. 
I got to the Kentucky state line and my Motorcycle starting missing real bad.  I turned around and started back home and got within about 60 miles and it quit.  I had to call my wife and have her come get me with a trailer.  When I got it loaded, the trailer tire were flat so, I had to jack it up, take the tires off and take them to be aired up, the re-install them.  I got back home about 7:29 pm tonight.
My wife has made my day miserable and has jumped all over me for this trip and now it is even worse.  I hate this and am even more stressed now.  Tomorrow me and the mechanic are going to go round and round about this.  I just spent about $900.00 of the $1200.pp mentioned above, on this "missing" issue with him, last week.
 
I am devastated, hurt, disappointed, mad, stressed, upset, and a whole lot of other emotions and feelings that I won't mention.