My diary will now be here...
From no on instead of having my diary on paper it will be here.
I don't know why, but everyday my stomach hurts like i'm going to vomit.
And everyday i get a headache.
And everyday i think about killing myself.
I don't know why everybody hates me so much. And i don't know why life is so hard for me. But maybe this is gods way of telling me to end it. Maybe thats why i'm here. I'm not really sure but, i don't want to be here anymore. It's getting to hard to bare. It's summer but everyday i have to wear long sleeves. I have to hide my scars, my cuts, and my pain...ALL behind a fake smile.
I wish i had the courage to tell my mom. But i don't. And that makes me cry everyday...because no one understaands me.
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This is not God's way of telling you to end your life. You might feel like he does not care but he knows you can handle all of this. It must look really hard for you keep on going like this but he knows you are strong enough to get through this. Things will get better ;)