my day today

today was really awesome i think i had more fun today than i have in a LONG time! I came up to my dad's last night to stay the night and this morning i slept in a lil and then we watched a lil bit of jersey girl and started thinkin bout what to do. then we decided to go race go karts and do miniature golf so we did and it was so AWESOME! then we were gonna go to the hispanic festival but dad wasnt up for it so we went out to eat at this mexican restaraunt called miguels and it was so good i couldnt eat it all so i brought it home! then we went to the movies and me n my cousin maggie saw spiderwick chronicals which is surprisingly really good and dad and sarah went to see bucket list...  We just had a really great day and i got to spend the whole day with Maggie which I havent done in YEARS and it was just really cool... Im trying to decide whether ima stay here another night or head home i mean i miss my mom a lil bit :) i havent really been home much lately and me and her have been really close lately and i'm loving it but at the same time i love being up here with dad and getting close to him... its so hard i hate that they live so far away from each other i mean id love to move up here but its so far from my mom and jeremy and ryan and laura and grandma and so many other ppl i love that Im scared to ya know. esp with gas being as expensive as it is and i just got accepted at a temp agency and idk its so hard. I like his church alot to idk what it is but his church just grabs my attention and keeps it and its non denominational and its on sunday which is like the total opposite of what i grew up with which could be why i love it so much idk Im scared to really admit how i feel about all this to mom or grandma or anyone cuz i dont wanna hurt them or fight with anyone and i know thats what would happen... I miss my puppies too they are my babies and i love em so much. i just dont know i have alot to think about right now and i hate making important decisions like this.... grrrr so stressful but it was still an awesome day