My Day Today

 So I have a dr's appointment. I am really in a bad place right now. I have anxiety and I have fibro and my fibro is bad today and I am panicky. I am trying hard just to hold myself together. I have not gotten any sleep and I am just scared I guess. I am expecting to hear bad news. I have pains in my chest well boob area and my arms and my hips feel like there are screws poking in them that keep getting tighter. I have a headache and my jaw is going to fall off from the hinges that replaces the joints. i know she is not going to be very help full as far as the pain goes. I am scared she is going to tell me it is my heart but that seem silly since I had it checked up last year I was fine. I am hoping that I am still fine.
 I am trying to give up smoking but have yet to start and I am changing my diet. Oh the joys of having so many things wrong in my health.