My day and thoughts about it

Today was horrid my parents are in a bad mood and we got introuble a lot. My dad got mad at my sister for leaving for on the table for 2.5 seconds even tho she was coming right back. He was to mad he picked up the plate and threw it at the wall, breaking the plate and getting bbq sauce everywhere.  I had to clean it and then I got introuble for not doing some chores.

I wonder if my dad even sees my a his kid or if he just thinks I am just a person he can tell to go do shit all the time. Why do I have to watch kids 24/7 that I didn't birth? Do my parents even realize how muh misery they put me through? If they aren't going to change and if they dont care about me then I should go live with my mom.

Today was super stressful so I am outside in the cold typing this because I can't stand them right now. My life is shitty and there is nothing I can do to change that, I wish I could but its impossible.