My day 3

I am on day 3 and I surprising feel really good.  I woke up well rested, no night sweats, rolling over a thousand times, headache as I usually would have after drinking.  Even after a small argument with my husband...I did not drink.  He did as usual, thats how we deal with life.  But not anymore for me, if he comes around, he comes around...I will not tell him he can't drink but I know he cant leave any in the house or I will be tempted to drink.  I know its a choice to pick up that first drink but this alcoholic mind can justify in a million ways why I should drink.  I am ready for a new life as I have been drinking many many years off and on.  I know God has a plan for my life and everything happens for a reason.  I know for today I will not drink...I used to say that and one thing happens and it could be bad or even good and I go buy that bottle.  I am determined not to do that.  I will trust that God has me in the palm of his hand and he will keep me strong and on the path I am meant to be on.  For today I will exercise, eat better, enjoy a cup of coffee and tea and be a better mother to my children.  I will not let any fighting with my husband make me weak.  I was once told by a friend that I was the strongest person she ever knew and I had become the weakest she knew.  I still think about that statement but am changing my life to becoming strong again.  Alcohol made me so weak and didnt even realize it.  Sooooo to my new life.  Today I love it even with all of this rain lol.