my daughter hates me

i have been waiting for nicole to come home from florida for  4 years i had to send her to her grandma  so i can straighten out my  life and i think i did a pretty  good job doing it now shes  home but staying with her father she hasbeen here 2 weeks in that that time i think i saw her a total of  40 minutes her father wont let her be alone with me and to tell you guys the truth i dont think she wants to spend any time with me she never calls me she was the only thing keeping mr me going all those years now ireally dont want to live and im afraid  because she is my whole life i mmight check inyo the hospital tomorrow  i feeel like im having a  nervous breakdown i dont know how to handle this this is the hardest thing ie ever went through in mylife thankyou everyone for being here for me i love you all

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imlostinlife
imlostinlife

That's not fair of her. Are you able to ask her? Explain why you had to do what you did? Maybe she needs to get some anger out?

Might be slow going but I'd imagine any reasonable person would try to reconnect.

Also wanted to say, it sounds like we are in the same spot regarding lonliness despite getting here differently. Hopefully we can help each other, please see my message.