My daughter Ava

It was my daughter's birthday on the fifteenth of April.  This was two days ago.  I got to see her.  I would love to see her more often.  I want to always make sure she is alright.  I love her to death.  Unfortunately, I gave her up for adoption because of my Schizophrenia.  I thought I could handle things, but I was struggling so much because of my lack of understanding of Christianity.  I was very delusional for a few years about certain things that have to do with the Bible, but now things are making sense to me and they have been making much more sense within the last few months; things started to make sense little by little.  I just wish that these things would have made sense to me before, so I could have kept my baby Ava.  I love her to death, oh my gosh.  She is my world.  I think about her all of the time.
 
I would love to post pictures of her with me and my family sometime; I will in the future sometime.  :)