My daughter

It's been a long sunday and I have been in the apartment all day  watching tv and just trying to stay out of the heat since it has been so hot here in Oklahoma lately. I have a 35 year old daughter that lives in a rent house not far from me and she has been just in general not coming to see me very much anymore. When I talk to her on the phone it is like she is having a one sided conversation with me most of the time since I got so sick. We use to spend the holidays together and now she seems to allways find some reason to not come and see me especially on the holidays. The last time she was here was two months ago right after Mothers day and I thought we had a pretty good time at least she seem to enjoy our time together. We had a cook out and just sat around and talked and watched Tv. I'm lucky if I can even get her to come over and end up having to beg her to come over any more. It  makes me very sad. I just try to deal with it the best way I can because when I try to talk to her about it she seems to get veery defensive and I just don't feel like having a confrontation with her since she has been really rude to me in the past allot. There is a very bad history between us in the past and I just do my best to not get anything negative started in the line of conversation because it allways ends up with her hanging up and at times she hasn't called me for months and I was so lonely and felt like my heart was breaking. My mother past away in 1991 and we werevery close all three of us and she helped me with my daughter to raise her when I was devoriced back in 1979. I just try to cope with it the best way I can.