My Daddy Dom released me..

So my Daddy Dom just released me last week my question is ,I know this is a journal and all but I think it's the only way I can get it out do Daddy Dom's die inside of the  Daddy Dom himself I have friends that are both in the style and they have both told me that it's nonsense but I want a true Daddy Dom opinion I don't want nobody that's fake to tell me I want real answers please someone please help me with this I'm distraught over it I'm so lost it's unbearable