My Dad\'s death

 It is true my dad died a few days ago. The last few days have been a nightmare of dealing with decisions, extreme emotions, shock and grief -  mine and that of my family members.  Besides the horror of losing my "daddy", he was the back bone of the family for my brother and sister and mom. He provided  a structure and security to their lives and now what? What is  going to happen to them? To me because he made me promise to look after them if he should falter. I am feeling alot of aniexty and uncertainty about the future. God give me strength. with friendship and peace always, Ida.