MY CUP IS EMPTY......
At this very moment, my cup is so very very empty. I cannot feel words of encouragement or support. I definitely feel no compassion or affection. All I feel is tired, used up and tossed aside (like an old forgotten dishrag).....and hopeless.
Every day, as i continue to do for stbx I grow more resentful....since I continue to be the only one who continues to be responsible and care for another.
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Kim,
Don't you dare give up or give in. You hang in there.
If you go under you’ll drag me down with you, my friend with the back hoe is fine but just wants to know how big of a hole to dig and money changes hands before and not after.
Hugs hugs and more hugs!
My friend, hugs. I can feel your pain and frustration. It is like you are on autopilot. I was there too. Just going through the motions. But you need to focus on yourself too. Do something for yourself, even if it is just putting your feet up and sleeping. Is there anyway you can get outside help. I got my ex's family disabled people support.
The "cup" can be refilled so never give up. Hugs
Thank you. I have always tried to reach out to others and will continue til my dying day. (probably because I realize just how incredibly lonely it is to struggle all alone). I am just having a rougher than usual time right now To feel tired and used up and have absolutely no one to turn to to hold me or wipe away tears or even tell me I am worth the space I take up. It would seem the emptiness I am trying so hard to save others from.......is all I have.
veggie you're very much worth the space you take up! I just got a punch in the gut because the POS/SOB that killed DH got released today, so if I can keep on marching on with my drum you can too!