My cousin Gabrielle and our very own Jessi switched my face from red to green!
Ok, so a few things happened today that made me very happy. First of all I slept in until like 11:30 when my cousin barged in screaming "surprise visitor!!!" and I was like "omg!! I haven't seen you in forever!!" I jumped out of bed and hugged her, and it was so cool. Wewatched a really funny episode of South Park. For those of you that watch it, Cartman ate a bunch of treasure and then pooped it out. Being giggly girls, we thought that was utterly comedic genious, and we couldn't stop laughing. After that we went to Friendly's where I ate like I haven't eaten in so long. Like legit terrible, including a couple waffle fries!!! GODDDD! But I felt like I needed to purge so badly, but I knew I wasn't gonna do it in a restaurant. So I decided, "ok, at least wait until you get home, give yourself some time to chill out, then if you still need to purge, you can." So I waited and I ended up not needing to. Even though I still felt very large and unappealing. Then I learned my family is having a barbecue this saturday, and I'm excited because I'll see Gabrielle. But I'll also have to see Morgan, who destroyed my camera. Well we decided to make this intricate plot against her so that should be funny to carry out. We're going to have A survivor themed game and rig it so that she loses and gets "eliminated" from the circle of cousins. We even planned that during this race we do we're gonig to trip her with our aunt's giant dog Nala. OMG I'm so bad but hey she never even apologized for stealing my camera so I think I'm justified. Then to make everything better, I got a CD from Jessi in the mail today!! I was so happy to get it!! The cover is so cute with little stickers and the songs are so positive and feel good! My favorite would have to be I Will Survive! So thank you again Jessi it really completed my day!! I'm still struggling ED-wise though, no real improvement there. But whatever, keep trying and plugging along I guess. No progress. LOVE YOU ALLMegs
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Aw, yay, I\'m glad you felt good today. I\'m literally swelling with pride right now. I wish I knew you in person so I could tackle you, because I\'m SO, SO, SO proud of you.
hope tmorrow is just as good! perhaps when u feel the urge to purge next time, pop in the cd and listen to i will survive....
So happy to see a happy face girlie, but please keep working on stuff... You sound like such a fun girl, I wish I could hang out with you! Your friends are lucky to have you. Have you ditched the drama club yet?
Hey.. you didn\'t purge, and I would say thats loads of progress! Glad you had a good day :)
Yayyyy I love seeing the green smiley! Keep smiling! I hope you have a good time at the barbecue!! Let us know how it goes! Ohhh and GOOD JOB on not purging! Try to do the same thing next time you want to purge...just give it some time and chill out for a while!
Im so proud of u for not purging i love south park hehe.
I\'m so glad u r having a AWESOME day i hope tomm is just as good have fun saturday i cant wait to hear about it.I want to b on that show surivior but to young and i skip what i was going to say. love u girl keep up the good work and i love that song to i\'m glad your friend sent it
Hey cutie!! I am so excited to hear you had a good day adn that you enjoyed a meal! and you DO have real improvements.... you allowed yourself to eat and you did not purge...t hat\'s fantastic!! And proves you CAN do this!!! I am so glad too that you had so much fun... you totally deserve it! I hoep that the barbeque can be filled with laughter too!
Yay, yay, yay! It\'s so wonderful to hear that you\'re doing so much better. Isn\'t mail so much fun?? I had a blast when all of you guys sent me such cool things in the mail. What a sweet idea that Jess had. :)
And also, FANTASTIC job on not purging! Like your discussion post said, distractions are key to avoiding purging. So keep yourself busy!! I love you, and I hope things continue to get even better.
I am SO glad you enjoyed it, I was hoping it get you happy and dancing...Missy is right, jam out every time you feel the urge. Love you sweets.