my boy bestie

so today i was not the best had like 3 painc attacks and i dont know why and just stress i had talked to my boy bestfirend about all this and hw told be something ( im not sure if everone beilves in god but i do) so he had said to be that god puts is tughust solders in the war and that i am strong and he said a lot of nice things about me and i just cried beacuse no one really talk about me the way he did and dose i think out of my friends he is one of the only one to say he love me and he will be there for me and proved it and hes is just the best of frieds i can ask for he alwys knows how to cheer me up and i think he is the best thing thats happen to me and im so happy to call him my bestie he

he dose this thing when im mad at him that always make me happy he is amazing at daceing but to chree me up he dose the dumbest dances and it makes my day . 

im not not sure if yall have seen the moive kissing both but the girl and boy are bestfrieds and they have set rules in there friendship at are funny dumb but have meaning and we are just like that we have little dumb rules 12 of them and they mean a lot to me he means a lot to me and idk what i would dowithout him but i think im falling for him but i cant he has someone but damn it i really like him but i need to push that down and never tell him right?

theses are the rules if you wanna read them

1.) if you hurt your bestie you have to say sorry in a sweet way + dumb dance 2.)you can only tell your bestie your bday wish 3.) you have to be honest about how you feel 4.)2 days out of the week movie or show ! 5.) be honest with what’s going on in your house hold 6.) you always have to have each other’s back over ANYTHING 7.) make sure to remind the outher person you care for them 8.) if we ever date you have to stay to your self and still be besties 9.)you have to Answer the question no matter what 10.)be supportive 11.)always check on your friend 12.)always answer the phone