My beginning

Today is my beginning. We have all said this before haven't we. I am approximately $70k in debt due to online gambling. I went crazy with it, and am now chasing the losses. I finally have cleared my head that it is never go to be caught. I have to stop and start working on cleaning the damage. But how?  It is insurmountable. I want to  be the person I used to be, responsbile, dependable and controlled.
 
Today I am admitting I have a severe addiction, it is time to see the truth and start to move forward.
My first step is to not gamble today and to list things on ebay to sell so that I can pay some bills this week. My next is to delete and all messages that I get from online casinos.
 
I pray for strength and guidance.