My baby boy

My baby boy Nathan would have been 3 months old today. I remember new year the day that I lost my baby like it was yesterday. I don't wish that to nobody. I know that he's looking over me and being a beautiful angel. I had a rupture of my uterus and almost die, the doctor had to do a hysterectomy so they could have saved my life. Living knowing that I will not be pregnant again is painful. Very painful