My Angel
My sweet angel, my heart and soul, my babygirl.
You were here for such a brief time, but I'll never forget you.
You were inside mommy's belly for a little while and I remember it all.
The way I fought with myself against my aneroxia, making myself eat all day,
Even though it was hard, I did it to know you would be healthy.
You made mommy's boobs so sore, and they grew so much in such a short time.
I remember you, my presisious angel, making mommy glow so bright.
I also remember the mood swings, but they weren't that bad, and I didn't mind.
Nothing was bad, everything was amazing, I just was always craving cereal.
Mommy loved you so much, I changed my ways to make sure you were healthy.
Me and your daddy were still together, until your grew you wings.
We were both really young and scared, but we both loved you so much.
He didn't take any of it, like I did, because I was more connected to you.
You were inside my tummy, and I could feel you everyday, all day long.
I was so happy, and I knew I could do it, daddy would've taken care of you too,
you would've been daddy's little angel, and mommy's little girl.
When you left us, mommy fell apart, and daddy tried to run.
Daddy left mommmy and left state, to party and to try to heal.
Mommy cried alot, and couldn't accept you were gone.
So while daddy moved on, got another girl, had a baby boy, and got married,
Mommy kept falling apart, and turned to drugs to cope.
Anything I could do, so that I didn't have to face reality,
Knowing that I could never, hold you, raise you, give you a good life,
And teach you everything I've learned in my life.
But you tought me so many lessons, you were here every day,
You saved my life, and your what kept mommy here.
I miss you so much, and think about you everyday, more than once a day.
Now I realize that you were here to teach me lessons no one else could,
that I need to learn, and you were here for me, to make sure I learned them.
Mommy's changed so much because of what you have tought me, I have goals,
And alot of them are to help others, in loving memory of you.
Mommy cleaned up her life, and is going to do amazing things for people,
And I'll always love, and remember you, this is all because of you,
Addison Ryan, my little angel, my babygirl.
You were here for such a brief time, but I'll never forget you.
You were inside mommy's belly for a little while and I remember it all.
The way I fought with myself against my aneroxia, making myself eat all day,
Even though it was hard, I did it to know you would be healthy.
You made mommy's boobs so sore, and they grew so much in such a short time.
I remember you, my presisious angel, making mommy glow so bright.
I also remember the mood swings, but they weren't that bad, and I didn't mind.
Nothing was bad, everything was amazing, I just was always craving cereal.
Mommy loved you so much, I changed my ways to make sure you were healthy.
Me and your daddy were still together, until your grew you wings.
We were both really young and scared, but we both loved you so much.
He didn't take any of it, like I did, because I was more connected to you.
You were inside my tummy, and I could feel you everyday, all day long.
I was so happy, and I knew I could do it, daddy would've taken care of you too,
you would've been daddy's little angel, and mommy's little girl.
When you left us, mommy fell apart, and daddy tried to run.
Daddy left mommmy and left state, to party and to try to heal.
Mommy cried alot, and couldn't accept you were gone.
So while daddy moved on, got another girl, had a baby boy, and got married,
Mommy kept falling apart, and turned to drugs to cope.
Anything I could do, so that I didn't have to face reality,
Knowing that I could never, hold you, raise you, give you a good life,
And teach you everything I've learned in my life.
But you tought me so many lessons, you were here every day,
You saved my life, and your what kept mommy here.
I miss you so much, and think about you everyday, more than once a day.
Now I realize that you were here to teach me lessons no one else could,
that I need to learn, and you were here for me, to make sure I learned them.
Mommy's changed so much because of what you have tought me, I have goals,
And alot of them are to help others, in loving memory of you.
Mommy cleaned up her life, and is going to do amazing things for people,
And I'll always love, and remember you, this is all because of you,
Addison Ryan, my little angel, my babygirl.
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