My Afternoon

Sometimes you feel like you don't fit in and the people who are always saying that they are there for you are the people who make you feel so alone. I am just looking for a friend someone who i can trust someone who could my human diaries and me theirs. I want someone to care for me as much as i care for them but its so hard. My best friend has become depressed over the years and i love her and have tried but i can't do it anymore. I know it sounds selfish but in order to help myself get out of my depression i need to surround myself with positive energy and not negative. I have stuck around for a long time trying to help her but like they say "you cant help someone who doesn't want to help themselves." Life is to short to be upset i have lost so many people to depression i can't lose myself to it too...So here i am just needing a tight hug today or some prayers