My addictions
I'm hopelessly addicted to drugs. I would like to be free of this addiction but everything I have tried has ended up in failure. I feel like crap when I don't use and I feel good when I do. The drugs push me into a hypomanic phase that is good and I like it so it is doubly addictive. I don't know how to break this addiction because I don't wnat to feel like crap and the drugs make me feel better.
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It\'s a false sense of feeling better.
I hope you can find a way to get clean...you will be able to manage your BP much better
Good luck
I think you are self medicating. I did that for many years. But it does catch up with you. Do you exercise? That is the best way of dealing with it. A hard sell, when the drugs are so easy. Hugs!