My aching feet.... ugh

were hurting so badly today... so I went to the pool and water walked for thirty minutes. It helped  a LoT> 

the pain was just about gone and it calmed me down. i felt so much better and was able to go on with my day and feel much much better. i have not been taking my plaquenil bc of the nasal drainage.... but i thought i might better start taking it again. 

ugh. 

a constant balancing act. 

i found a little teacup yorkie in the middle of the road today. it was very cute. i stopped bc it was in the middle of the road... and it let me pick it up. i took it home. but we went back to the neighborhood and found its owners. they said they let her roam the street all the time. the girl was not concerned at all... and said they let her do it all the time... roam the streets and they live next to a realy big street. i thought it was sad. 

but what can i do about it? 

made me very sad. 

i miss paco. i know that's the problem . i wanted to keep it. but i don't need another dog. i don't need a lot of things... i do need a job... LOL. and i went to the library and got some material on volunteering. but i am doing this 3 wk housesitting. so when that is over i can help out some maybe. just really need some things to be doing. and i don't want to do pink ladies... not unless they put me in the "operating room' OR part of the hospital. i just don't think it would be my thing really. 

i think it's bc it's too much cross over and i do like to be around kids / library / books. i like the atmosphere of the library.... so sad about the shooting there 2 years ago and the 2 ladies died there. killed by the 17 year old kid. 

so... looking forward to going to CO. and i told MB and he said NO MM did NOT need to come up there with me ...that needs to be MY time and he said the same thing... that he cannot relax at MM's. we agreed that she needs to get a life and needs to get busy doing things ... but that's not going to happen. just not. 

oh well.... 

today was a very very fun day. we had a very nice day and tomorrow i will cook hobos . 

 i played my Merlin on the patio yesterday. it was a good day. xo