My 4th of July, hatin on summer so far. :(

Now not only has this crap(HS)messed up my birthday, it messed up my 4th as well. Thanks whatever this thing is that keeps it going, or allows it to be.  Neither I nor my kids really wanted to be jammed in like sardines, sweaty elbow to sweaty elbow. But it makes me feel bad, cause last year we went, and I experienced a "blowout" and despite best efforts, I know, deep down, somebody, somwhere "smelt" me. Even my daughter smidged over a bit while we were watching the fireworks, and was eventually holding her nose. And to top it off last year, right as the last fireworks were going off, it downpoured suddenly, so the trams that normally take you from your car to the event stopped running, so we had a 20 min slog back to our car. Needless to say, water+cotton socks+shoes = blistered feet. And not to mention the massive flare I had right afterwards due to being soaked and sweaty and hot, as this was NOT one of those cooling rains.
God how I am hating summer right now in all it's humid glory(but then again when winter comes, I complain about the cold so...lol). I lived in Idaho, once for about a year and a half, and the summers, even though most of them were hotter via just looking at the three digit numbers showing on the front porch thermometer, and it seemed cooler than any summers I had passed here on the east coast.
And so I have been in one long, continuous flare. And now my oh so loving mother in law seems to want to torture me tonite (actually more like this morning, here it's 2:13am Thursday morning.) by stalling on turning on the AC. Please, woman, you know I am already having problems, now you want to go and make it worse? At least if you weren't going to turn it on at all, you could have just said so, instead of telling me "ok" when I asked you all if you would please turn down the AC, cause I'm sweltering. You two don't have to deal with this disease, I do. Please don't try to torture me because of something I can't help. And you can't say that,( after your brother left) that we haven't been pulling our weight. The kitchen has been cleaned every nite, we've cooked, been the ones to go out and do the shopping and generally have been trying to do everything we can to help out, that's what you're supposed to do with people you care about.
Ugh I'll add more to this soon, No sleep from the nite before and meds are kickin mine hiney. So off to wake up in a giant sweaty dip in the bed ugh.