Must find a way to....

work out tomorrow morning w/o the dh knowing.  I just want to work out for me.  i really do not want a partner for support.  I was hoping I can channel the same resolution that I had when I was getting married.  I had a killer body and I worked out every day leading up the wedding.  I was looking at my hips and butt today.  I know I've probably gained at least 13 pounds.  I really wan tto drop 15 - 18 lbs.  I don't like where I am.  I know how I got here.  A lot of comfort eating.  Tonight we went out and had a drink, some apps and a salad.  Enjoyed it, but will probably do some sit-up with the hubby tonight.