much better ,damn feelings are a bitch

So hey , how bout we forget the journals of the past few days or just sum it up in one word or less. OUCH!!!!                                Yup I think that says it all. So today much better, a little more accepting and feeling better. More tears this weekend than in I bet 10 yrs. That sucks, but has to be good I think.  I want to thank everyone on DS that has been supportive to me this last week because I reaally needed it. You are all my proxy dads and moms, brothers and sisters, aunts and uncles. Thank you. I thank God for the good day and I am sure this is only a breather, but I will take it.