MS has been my life

MS has been my life since my diagnosis ten months ago.  It had to be that way because I have wanted to learn everything that I could about this right now.  Enough time has passed that maybe it is time to move on to the next thing.  I know the next step, now I just have to take it.  MS is not going to go away, it will always be there until the end of my days.  I know that sounds cynical, but that is the way it is and I am not going to fool myself otherwise.  In someways, I have been preparing myself for something like this for all of my life.  I have experienced so many different kinds of jobs.  I have literally been the butcher, the baker and the candle stick maker.  I have a number of hobbies to get back into.  I can't wait and I say bring it on.  It is time for me to live my life.  I am so tired of using my skills for the progress and advancement of others.  It is my turn.