Mrew

Hey everyone, I am sorry Ive fallen off of the map lately, but as it is fast approaching the anniversary of my grandfather's death, I haven't exactly been myself. Thing have been a hectic whirlwind for me these past couple of weeks anyway. Tyrone's car broke down completely, so I was driving him back and forth the 30 miles to work and home each day. On top of his friend Brian getting married this weekend, so I had to drive Ty around to get his stuff together for the wedding.Then the guy that was fixing Tys car stopped showing up, and stopped fixing the car. So then Ty had to go looking for a new car, which, takes time. So that whole ordeal had me stressed past the point of stressed, and I started getting evil.   I felt like I didnt have a choice, I felt trapped and hated it. So I lashed out, and my lashing out took the form of cussing, and yelling, and making sure everyone knew exactly how much I didnt like the situation. Soo now that it's resolved, I find myself slipping back to being the Jenn I was before all of it happened. I find myself back to wanting to cuddle and cling to peoples. Im weird, so weird.    Ive finally started treating myself with some respect too. Im dressing to fit my moods, and i find myself in more and more sexy clothing, rather than the ug clothes. The outfits that clearly say... I fell like shit today look at me. LoL.   Im still on the hunt for a job, and so ready for something to come through for me. Im broke. Somebody please explain something to me though... why does a bank charge you money for not having enough money, isnt that kinda.... RETARDED!? Soooo tomorrow I will be going down to the bank and raising holy hell, and closing my account. Well, that's all for now folks!