mr muddle

hmm where do i start the last few days my head has been up my bum i just felt i had no routine i was fed up bored nothing exciting yep poor old me err young me but then tonight i went to the gym ran 15k then went swimming then sat in the steam room wow wow wow i felt so good it was just what i needed i sat in the steam room looking at the little lights in the ceiling and thought ive got a good job i enjoy a house a motorbike im running and feeling good about myself ive a house jesus i am so gratefull for what i have and the most important thing is i have a life without the DRINK for me that is amazing as i saw tonight someone said i got drunk once but that lasted 17 years for me my life was firmly in a bottle well can i am now so gratefull to well everything i feel selfish for feeling the way i did but hey we all have pooh days i ache tonight but im happy so very happy i love you all mr happy xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx