Moving on.

I have not been on much lately becaue I am doing some growing and healing.  I have forgiven my stbx for everything-doesn't mean I trust him or forget what he has done it means I have forgiven him and put it in God's hands.   This is where it needs to be.  I am moving on and doing things by myself and it feels great.  Haven't been on here for several weeks and when I have come on I have just checked my messages and replied to some and then off again.  I am sorry if anybody doesn't like that but for now it is how it needs to be.  I am not saying goodbye yet because I still have a long way to go and I feel that I will be back on here stronger then ever and helping other people.  I have been deeling with things in my life and other things that comes up.  My oldest daughter is leaving her husband and I am helping her through this.   My youngest daughter who went off to college where her father lives in not happy and is thinking about coming home.  I have things going on at work and still looking for another job.  All in all my life is good and I love where I am and where I am going.  Yes, I have learned very much from all of you but at the same time it was like you were holding me back from healing.  Once, I can face everyone again and I get over this one obstacle in my way I think I will be back for awhile.  Hope everyone is doing good and will talk to you later.