Moving On

I amnae sure if I am moving on or still balancing the warrior, but I believe that is mostly semantics. The names for my psychotic episodes are more for organization and easier reference than for accuracy. Is accuracy possible when dealing with psychosis?

The newly hired lawyer gave the green light for removing the contractor's craftsmanship from the property late yesterday. She believes she has the case well enough in hand to defend against whatever lawsuit lotto scam the contractor may or may not be cooking up. My goal for the day is to line up a hauling crew. No advice, please, unless you are ready, willing and able to come over here and roll up your sleeves. Donae tell me. Show me.

I believe it progress that I amnae surprised at this morning's bouts of anxiety brain freeze as I take the previous reviews of removal options to the next step. As I work to quiet the head noise which preceeds the brain freeze, I am feeling at peace with calling the head noise, "The Engineering Puppet Show." It is the collective chaos of advice, opinions and strictly personal experience which has punctuated my engineering and science yaddahs from early childhood to present. It is a noisy puppet show!! QUIET ON THE SET!!

Still sorting. . . Still feeling fragile. Repeat on the PNA (Please No Advice). It only gives me more to sort.