Moving forward

I have had a very busy but fulfilling wkend.  On Friday night I went to a meeting on healing and other mystical powers.  I am very much interested in this and like to explore things when it comes to spirits and things in that nature.  It was really nice and I love it.  I learned a lot of things and met several people while doing it.  It is really funny because I have always been interested in these things for many years but never really explored it.  Maybe this is the door that opened for me.  I found this from a site that might help many people on here www.meetup.com and they have all kinds of things that could be of interest to many.  They have singles groups, spiritual, and other groups.  Go check it out if you want to get out but not sure where to go.  On Saturday I had my grandchildren during the day and went to bingo that night.  There were a few friends that had heard something about my group and were asking me about it.  This group or interest is normally not what you share with just anyone because there is a lot of none believers and people think you are crazy.  I am sharing this because I feel that it doesn’t matter on here and people accept you for who you are.  Also, most of you probably already think I’m crazy so what do I have to lose…lol.  Other then that my stbx emailed me telling me his brother had passed away.  I wrote him back and said thank you for letting me know and I am sorry.  What else could I say?  Short sweet and to the point and that is it.  I hated being this way but it is not like I am going to go-his whole family hates me so why would I go?