Moving forward

I got fed up with the risk online friendship (especially DS friendships)put at  risk, so I withdrew.  I didnot have an episode as it may have looked, I got fed up.  Mood wise I've been fine, it was the losing of a friend from the beginning that made me explode.  This was a friend who stood by me when I lost other friends, so this was a blind side.  My reaction was to withdraw from DS. In fact I was so fed up with the heartbreak that seemed to keep coming from DS that I almost left it entirely.    My feelings are getting better, but I decided to not post photos of myself anymore.  I was almost feeling like people stop taking my words seriously and just wanted to see my face.