mounting the saddle again...

Well, I made the call. I scheduled a consultation with two different clinics. Whoever I feel the best about, I will continue with. I can't stand the fact that I am paying all kinds of money and the RE doesn't even PRETEND like he cares about you! So I go for my consult Tuesday and hopefully we can precede with IVF. I go to someone else on next Monday. I pray that my journal will soon be to an end by the end of this year! I feel it!! That since of hope has kicked in. I needed time to chill! I am taking it one step at a time. I am also not dwelling on it. I made the call and didn't allow myself to think. Think=worry, worry=frustration, frustration=anger. I can't go there right now! So, I can change my mood to good.