mother's heart break

drug addicition is not prejudice, can effect any person, regardless of their status, can become a empty hole, especially for a mother of a young beautiful daughter.  People often ask me when did she start,,, I think about that question, and come up with no answer,, because A drug addicitive is so good at lying, and manipulation, that they cover it up,,, I come to realize. Last Monday, she was arrested for tying to steal some ladies purse,, even has a week has gone by I'm still in shock,, the hardest moment came,, is when she ask if I could bail her out,,,, I simply said no I'm sorry, I know with the help of God,, If anything by having her sit in jail,, I'm protectiing her,, from herself!  I've surrendered her to God,, after many attempts in trying to help her, I've come to understand,,, she must "want" to help herself,, therefore I asked God to control this situation,, I pray,,