MOTHER'S DAY SUCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

This day needs to hurry up and freaking end.  My husband has tried his best today to make it special but I have to say this Mother's day sucks.  I have a grand daughter and I know in my heart that I will not get to know her thanks to that immature so and so she has raising her.  I will leave it at that.
 
OH GOD PLEASE LET ME JUST DIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I AM WORTHLESS AND DON'T DESERVE THIS BUT I DAMN SURE DON'T DESERVE TO LIVE WITH THIS KIND OF PAIN.