mother\'s day 2008

as all of you know today is mother's day,2008. i hope all of you have had a good day. today, i took my little sis's children out to see her grave. they had flowers and ceramnic figurines. her oldest daughter, had made her a mother's day card. we placed it under a big angel so it wouldn't blow away. it was a depressing day. the day pretty much sucked. but i got thru it and i'm happy to say that in 25 mins. it will be over. and no i still have not stopped smoking. i am depressed and suicidal. and i really feel like shit. but i hope the rest of yall have had an enjoyable day, anyway. i think i will be leaving ds for awhile because there are some problems that i am expeiencing in my life that i don't know how i will ever deal with them. and i do not want to bring my friends down. so to you good people i will leave you all alone. good luck to all of you and keep a smile on your face.i wish all of you the best this life has to offer. don't look at me as a failure, look at me as finally getting my last dying wish... the last word.