mother\'s day 2008
as all of you know today is mother's day,2008. i hope all of you have had a good day. today, i took my little sis's children out to see her grave. they had flowers and ceramnic figurines. her oldest daughter, had made her a mother's day card. we placed it under a big angel so it wouldn't blow away. it was a depressing day. the day pretty much sucked. but i got thru it and i'm happy to say that in 25 mins. it will be over. and no i still have not stopped smoking. i am depressed and suicidal. and i really feel like shit. but i hope the rest of yall have had an enjoyable day, anyway. i think i will be leaving ds for awhile because there are some problems that i am expeiencing in my life that i don't know how i will ever deal with them. and i do not want to bring my friends down. so to you good people i will leave you all alone. good luck to all of you and keep a smile on your face.i wish all of you the best this life has to offer. don't look at me as a failure, look at me as finally getting my last dying wish... the last word.
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Please don\'t go. I\'d like to get to know you better and maybe I could help you through whatever you are experiencing. Suicide is never the answer to any problem. If you lean on people who care, it can get you through the current darkness you may be experiencing. Please take good care of yourself.
don\'t leave. that\'s what we\'re here for, to listen and help when u need us most. i\'m sorry u had a bad mother\'s day. please don\'t hurt urself. ur sister\'s kids need u.
i\'m here for you anytime if i\'m not on line, message me and i\'ll message you back, i understand your frustration that your going through, your not alone, please let me help in anyway i can, i will stand by you, help you over this terrible time that your going through, be kind to yourself big hugs with lots of love
dont leave me.
i want to help.
((hugs))
for ever cigarette smoked, youll crave two more. its a hard habit to break, thats why theres so much support and love. goodluck! have you tried the gum or patches? idk if those really work or not, would be interesting to know if they do. ^_^