Mother's Day

Well my first Mother's Day without my son Eddie being physically here is approaching.
How ones life can change in an instant. Eddie died suddenly & I know some folks have the added pain of watching a child lose their life due to an illness. My granddaughter's 18th birthday & 1st birthday without her Dad was Sunday. We all cried & my granddaughter Christina said, "Sometimes I feel like I can't do this anymore." She & my grandson Josh were so close to their Dad. I tried to validate her feelings & we talked for hours, but I feel so helpless. I know I can't take their pain away. I just so wish I could. I wish I didn't have to suffer this way too.
I pray a lot & the Lord helps me. I wish for all my sisters here a peaceful Mother's Day.
Please God, tell Eddie I love him & miss him so. I am doing my best to help Josh, Christina & Elaine through this ordeal. Please Lord give me the strength.,peace & healing. In Jesus name.
Love you, Eddie.