Morning of Day 3

I'm up feeling tired, I didn't sleep that well last night, was awake off and on and am deciding on what to do about the house I am buying, there is brush and lumber all around the outside, the garage is full of garbage and I'm suppose to close on 8/17, I think he needs a cleanup party before he leaves.  I went there last night and got so discouraged I felt like having a glass of wine, but one glass turns to 3 or 6, I never know until I wake up the next morning.  I want my sobriety, I want my job, my family and my life back - God is working on me everyday.